My true life

Something I need you to understand. Your joy does not come from knowledge about Him. Your peace does not come from understanding or revelation. Your love for Him does not come from a desire birthed in your own tries at righteousness. He HIMSELF is your joy. And that joy is your strength. He HIMSELF is your peace. And that peace surpasses all understanding. When He is your peace, nothing can shake you. Nothing can alter you. Nothing can move you or distract you.
He HIMSELF is the love inside of you. You are only able to love God by being filled with God. Please hear me. You can’t do this on your own. If you are feeling empty, if you are feeling led astray, if you are feeling weak or sad or discouraged or disillusioned, LOOK at Him. Look at Him. He has all you need. And you must stop trying to be “good enough” for Him.
He says you are beautiful. He already delights in you. Stop trying so hard to get what you are already freely given.